i’m not friends with those girls anymore / or those guys / they were too high on MD /

to come to my birthday party / when school ends / no-one owes each other anything /

i live / somewhere new / and come home / every weekend with purple knees /

and bloody elbows / i can never remember / hitting the pavement / so i welcome reminders / 

i torture myself / pressing fingernails in bruises / and going on Tinder / 

i wonder who you’ve fucked since me / tell me i’m the best you’ve had / 

the girls with their tits out in their profiles / make me depressed /  i have my tits out in my profile /

and have mastered fantasising / about being hit by a car / then would you pray for me? / 

men online like to assume / i have daddy issues / because i have my nose pierced /

and my tongue pierced / and my nipples pierced / and my clit pierced / just kidding /

i like to assume / that they have tiny dicks / and are terrible in bed / you were good / 

in bed  / i have new sheets / but i can still see you / and your normal sized dick /

 beside me in the dark