Venus

Frankie David Nui Matchitt Millar (Whakatōhea, Te Arawa) is so on and so forth. personal information here. it will be a bio.

Spit on my hands that smells of you,

nestled in the cup of my shell.

It shatters!

Finger in mouth,

I crash and sputter on your edges,

becoming sea mist, or foam.

Like Venus.

Where do I meet you?

I don’t know where the shore is anymore.

Drop the addy,

then drop me back at mine,

only 30 min away.

We can watch the radio tower blink red over the waves

and you’ll tell me you have no love left to give.

Then we can swell again.

I taste salt, mouth full of sea water.

Fucka-noa

When I’ve had a rough night

or a violent hookup,

it likes to be known on my lips. 

Festering, bubbling, swelling,

asking 

to be seen. 

You have to remember to blame yourself, 

your shame is only your burden to bear. 

That pain will burrow deep within my skin.

To remedy:

stay celibate

40 days and 40 nights,

you will not touch your body

or listen to it.

Repeat for 7 years.

Until your skin cells are completely new.

I wonder how long it takes for the cells on my foreskin 

to regenerate.

Or my inner thigh

Or the nape of my neck. 

Cut your hair five inches shorter,

let the soft ringlets fall to your bathroom floor. 

Sweep them up. 

Every last fibre.

Lay them outside 

to be used

for the nest of a piwakawaka.

They'll be returned to Hine-nui-te-po

along with the rest of you.